I already had a post about moving, so I don't have to explain that again. (But we are gonna do swim team! So, we are probably gonna stay for the rest of the year.)
So the part I need help with. My sophomore year, I got a boyfriend. My first and only. That was March-ish. We dated for about two months. Then we broke up since I was going to be moving. That following September, we missed 3 weeks of school since Minnesota school started later. We had a long-term stay at a hotel. We were getting registered for school. However, they would not let us go to school, because we did not have a permanent residence in Minnesota.
So, we went back to school in Iowa. After missing 3 weeks of school. That make up work was so fun. *sarcasm hand* This is where my problem really starts coming in. People constantly asked "Why haven't you moved?" "Are you gonna move?" etc. Two years of that. >.<
So I have a friend. She is the one who got me and my ex-boyfriend together. She keeps making comments about him. Today, we were partners in a class. And she mentioned him again. She said something about how we broke up 'cause I was moving, but I'm still in town.
So I feel guilty.
When we were dating, he said stuff about how he never "felt like this before" and stuff. I liked him, but I don't have strong feeling about anything (even the dog that bit me. I don't hate it). So either he was exaggerating, or I just didn't feel the same way. But he was a great guy. He wouldn't try to make me do anything I didn't want to do. And he was really sweet.
So do you think I should email Auntie? I've been thinking about doing it, but I wasn't sure how to word it with out being super long... or can all of you help me? Is it ok or bad that I feel guilty about breaking up because of the move...but I haven't actually moved?
Or do you have any comment about any of it?
Au revoir. Je m'en vais.
-Amarantha93
random note: I'm going to a Halloween store. And I get to buy a costume! (I haven't had a costume in about 10 years...) And I get to hand out candy.
Any suggestions for a costume?
